What to do?

I'm so confused as to what I want. One minute I want success at work and work my way up the ladder, and I will do anything it takes. The next minute I just want to be content working Monday through Friday 8-5pm in a cubicle.

A year ago, I took a position with more pay, and a company car, all expenses paid. I have been faking it for a year now, I'm completely under qualified for the position. The schedule is very hectic and I travel a lot. I've gained 40+ pounds the last 12 months. I have not been happy at all.

A few days ago, a position became available in the office. I think I might apply for it. In some eyes, it would be a step down. However, it would be a more stable schedule and there would be no travel. I feel like I could get back on program with Weight Watchers...my passion. I would loose the company car, but it's just a car. I would gain Happiness!